A day in the life of a girl and her horses...

So there is a God….

lossintime — Thu, 14 Jan 2010 03:43:41 +0000

I just told my parents every thing…they know about my second horse and they did not kill me. They understood, and they said that they will help me out if worse comes to worse. It funny how you think they will not understand or they will get mad at you. But when it comes down to it their family. no matter what you can count on them.

Got to get out….

lossintime — Wed, 13 Jan 2010 23:46:24 +0000

That is it, I have to get off of this rock…. its too hard to try and have horses when every thing cost so much. To buy a bail of hay here it cost $13 to $20. I am sick of it, I want to live some where that it does not cost a arm and a leg to have a horse. I want to have no barn drama.

I am sick of worrying about if I am still going to have my job or not… if I lose it i am not sure how I can pay for them… I am so sick to my stomach. That I needed to get a blog to get out my feelings.

Things have to get better right?

Keep your fingers cross

Time to think…

lossintime — Wed, 13 Jan 2010 05:06:39 +0000

Hey,

This is going to be my place to get out my feeling,to say what i really feel. A way for me to over react without any thing bad happing.A place to figure things out…. It does not matter if any one ever reads this. As long as my thoughts get out there.

This is how it begins…

I am 19 years old, I been in to horses since I was in grade 4. I was lucky enough that when I was in grade 12 my parents bought me my first horse. who I have been leasing for a couple of years. He is the best first horse that I could of asked for. However time is starting to catch up with him. He is around 24 years old. So the only type or riding I do with him is very light rides

Some how last summer I ended up rescuing a horse. O did I tell you I did this with out telling my parents? and how I have owned her for 6 months and they still dont know? The horse that I ended up saving probably would of never made it to winter. and in 6 months that I have owned her she has gain so much weight.

So here I am…working 2 jobs,going to universty, going to the barn and tying to have a little social life(which most of the time does not happen). I put all my money towards my horses. my parents dont help me out paying for them…will the one they know about. which is fair its my responsabilty. But with borard going up agine I might have to take another shift at work. which means that I will be working 28 hours a week, plus school,and tying to see my horses.

What I want to know is when did horses stop being fun?where along the way did I lose what makes me so happy? I am so worry about trying to pay bills and do every thing eles that the fun is just slipping a way. have you ever had that week were you questing every thing? I think this is my week….hopefully next week will be better.